OH GOD well, I guess it was to be expected really. See, like.. not quite two weeks ago, Tessa posted a teaser for the February donation. and I had just written head is spinning round like a week before, and was still kind of stuck on that idea. and then my brain kind of flipped out. OBVIOUSLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENS IN THAT COMIC and also obviously, it is not this, in the slightest. but that's what inspired me. and now I am sharing it here with you guys <3

dear underage people of the internet: no, I'm sorry, I will not email this to you or take off the filters or whatever else. it's marked mature for really, really good reasons; please don't ask, it makes me awful uncomfortable :\

also oh god this one is important DEAR YOU SO TOTALLY DON'T HAVE TO READ THIS I know you appreciate everything your fans do! we can take that as said! seriously! I promise! D:

(these dudes are hers, if you're slow to catch up)

okay I think that's all I got. oh, and title is once again from Bandages by Hot Hot Heat. OH and since I mentioned this on /coq/ and was informed that no, I am not the only one to worry about these things: Conrad's laptop is fine I promise! he puts down the bag and picks it up and it's totally safe, that just doesn't y'know fit in the story really. but it happens. yes, I fret over things like that.

okay NOW that's all I got.


head is spinning 'round
regrets and mistakes
just another regret
got no direction
little bit harmful
oh so madly