for anyone who has a desire to see what i get up to IRL, or see what kind of dumb shit i'm into, or just, y'know, occasionally reaffirm that i am in fact not dead, you can now follow me on tumblr.

i used to really prize my anonymity but since i think at this point i've pretty much dropped off the fandom radar, i'm not much bugged by it anymore. so hey now you can like see what the hell i look like and junk. i mean i don't really post pictures of myself a whole lot, but sometimes.

so yeah i am alive and... uhhh idk that's it i guess. still writing that dumb harry potter fic, i dropped it for a bit but went back to it the other day. also started writing a fic for this movie called Paul which i don't think a whole lot of people saw but man guys it is so great and nerdy and delightful. unfortunately i am a moron and both fics in question are INSANELY EPIC, and i went in with full knowledge of this. i'm not really sure why i do this to myself. why do i never have ideas for short things? i am dumb. these are going to be like big bang-length fics, and one is for a fairly unpopular pairing and the other is for a movie that has no fandom to speak of whatsoever. self-indulgence, thy name is spook.

the sad thing about working in a theme park is that we do not close for holidays, in fact we are usually busier than at other times of the year because people are on vacation and all. i'll probably be off for christmas but man, next week is going to suuuuck that place is going to be insane.

anyway. lerp derp. not much else to say i guess. i really miss fandom, it's kind of strange the ways in which i'm reminded of it out of nowhere. i keep running across people, total strangers as far as i know, referencing HINABN on tumblr. that is SO WEIRD for me! i feel like it's such a small, private thing, this thing we shared between only a few of us, so when i see it mentioned elsewhere i want to be like WHO ARE YOU??? DO WE KNOW EACH OTHER but a) that is weird and b) we probably don't, because hanna was bigger than i realized. i miss it.

downerrrr! now i am going to look at cat pictures to cheer myself up.